LIVE: Julien Baker – Earth, Hackney (19.11.2024)

A bitterly cold and wet Tuesday night in November; what better time to venture alone to immerse myself in some beautiful, emotion-filled live music… ? My first time at Earth in Dalston, I feel grateful to be able to see three such esteemed artists in this deceptively intimate space. 

After queuing in the rain for a while, I arrive in time to catch most of GIHE fave Katie Malco’s opening set. Reflecting on her recent US tour with Soak and her failings at booking appropriate / warm / safe accommodation, as well as all her gear going up in flames in a rehearsal space earlier this year, it seems she’s had a bit of a bad run of it lately, but this is no way takes away from her engaging charisma and charm as she delivers her captivating indie-folk ballads. Playing alone without a band, she still manages to create a rich scuzzy splendour and immersive gentle emotion with the sparkling heartfelt grace of songs like ‘Brooklyn’ and ‘Babette’ – the latter of which she normally sings alongside Soak, who is due on stage shortly. 

Touching on themes of self-discovery, queer identity and the housing crisis, Irish artist Soak delivers a set of new songs; each glistening with a stirring raw emotion. As their distinctive vocals float alongside lilting melodies, each offering tugs at the heartstrings with an achingly beautiful sense of nostalgia. Grateful I finally got to witness their delicately impassioned sounds live, I’m also left intrigued to hear more about the time that they were backstage on tour with Katie Malco and someone was “playing a saw like a violin and singing ‘Wonderwall’”… 

I’m not sure how I really expected to feel seeing Julien Baker live for the first time. An artist who I’ve listened to – and sought comfort in – probably almost every day for the last few years, my expectations and emotions were running pretty high. Amongst a crowd of predominantly young people accompanied by their parents, I wonder if it’s normal for a woman of my age to feel this much resonance with the music of someone like Baker, but as soon as she takes to the stage (beginning the set with my most favourite song), all worries cease and I’m instantly reassured. When music moves you this much, what does age matter? I’m a 38 year old queer woman and I need this beautiful aural catharsis in my life. As the swirling crescendo of piano and guitar soars throughout ‘Appointments’ alongside the melancholy raw emotion of Baker’s vocals, I feel my heart gently shatter and tears start to dampen my cheeks. But I also feel an unexpected sense of calm; a comfort in the relatability of the feeling and meaning behind the song – an unspoken sense of unity with the other damp cheeks I see glistening around me. And that is the beauty of music this honest and powerful; however old or young you may be, you can find comfort in what it has to say. 

Continuing to completely captivate the crowd with songs spanning her career, including the quiet desperation of 2019’s ‘Red Door’ and shimmering splendour of 2021’s ‘Relative Fiction’, Baker succeeds in immersing us fully. Although her anxiety is evident between songs – “Sometimes I get really nervous and can’t see my fretboard” -, when she’s delivering each heartfelt offering, her focus seems entirely intact, the raw emotive power of her vocals never faltering. And despite describing the experience as “like a stress dream”, I feel far from stressed at being able to bear witness to such exquisite musicality and refreshingly honest lyricism. In fact, I think there’s a subtle empowering strength to exposing one’s vulnerability through the stark emotion that emanates from each and every song. 

From crowd favourites like 2017’s ‘Shadowboxing’ to the glitchy whirring soundscapes of 2019’s ‘Tokyo’, each resonant lyric ripples with an effervescent grace. From the heartbreaking personal introspection of ‘Sprained Ankle’ to the fizzing lilting energy of ‘Bloodshot’, each sparkling melody gently takes hold, leaving 14 and 38-year-olds alike equally spellbound. 

Whether playing with or without her excellent full band, Baker succeeds in creating a soaring majestic splendour; a swirling raw emotion that envelopes her audience, offering a comforting catharsis. Having to leave the venue a few minutes early to catch a train, I realise it feels almost like leaving a therapy session; feelings have been shared, tears have been shed – I feel understood, I feel lighter. So, thank you Julien Baker for opening up to us, for creating music that is so honest and relatable; so soothing and empowering. So damn beautiful.

Words: Mari Lane / @mari_getinherears
Photos: Abi Chilton / @abi.chilton

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PLAYLIST: November 2024

The Get In Her Ears team have put together another mix of alternative, grunge & shoegaze anthems, eclectic electronic soundscapes, alt-pop tunes and indie-folk musings for your listening pleasure. Take some time to scroll through our selections below and make sure you press play on the playlist at the end of this post.

Follow GIHE on Spotify to hear all of our previous playlists too.

Kills Birds – ‘Behind’
Mari & I saw LA band Kills Birds live at Hackney’s Moth Club back in 2022, and I remember front person Nina Ljeti being a colossal force on stage. It’s great to see that the band are back with ‘Behind’, a seething new anthem and their first new music since their second album, Married (2021). Check out the accompanying video for the track here.
(Kate Crudgington – Features Editor)

Girl Tones – ‘Fade Away’
A proper stomper of a track from sister duo Girl Tones here! ‘Fade Away’ is their debut offering, produced by Brad Shultz of Cage The Elephant and released via his label Parallel Vision. The pair blend visceral riffs, propulsive beats and defiant vocals together to create this irresistible cacophony of noise. Watch the accompanying video here. (KC)

Sacred Paws – ‘Another Day’
After a five year hiatus, we’re super excited that London/Glasgow duo Sacred Paws have returned to our ears. We love everything that Ray Aggs does and were honoured to have them headline one of our gigs earlier this year, and now the revival of this project with Eilidh Rogers comes as a very welcome surprise. Reflecting on the theme of remaining positive in the face of heartbreak, new single ‘Another Day’ flows with the duo’s trademark lilting and uplifting energy and distinctive sparkling harmonies, whilst introducing a heartfelt folk-strewn sound with the inclusion of banjo played by Ray’s father. Apparently there’s more new music on the way next year, and we cannot wait!
(Mari Lane – Managing Editor)

Alien Chicks – ‘Babe’
I’ve been following Brixton trio Alien Chicks since Mari booked them for a GIHE gig back in 2022. Since then, their dynamic, blistering anthems have seen them support Mercury Prize winners English Teacher on their UK tour, and they’ve released their debut EP, Indulging The Mobs. ‘Babe’ is another antagonistic offering from the trio that playfully explores the idea that “we’re all masochists, politically and socially.” (KC)

Jæd – ‘Sight Gas Went Uh’
Another unique offering from London-based Irish-Puerto Rican musician Jæd here, taken from her debut album, I Loved The Gauntlet And There Was No Other Way. Set for release tomorrow (29th Nov) via cult Irish label The Delphi Label, the record is a visceral, eclectic cacophony of sounds inspired by the uncertainty and hardship that Jæd has lived through. She played a GIHE gig for us in October last year supporting Pixie Cut Rhythm Orchestra and we were all blown away by her stage presence, dynamic vocal range and guitar playing. ‘Sight Gas Went Uh’ is the perfect example of all three. Watch the accompanying live performance video here. (KC)

Eilis Frawley – ‘Fall Forward’
Having recently headlined for us at New River Studios as part of Kara Delik, Berlin-based musician Eilis Frawley has now announced the release of a new solo album in March next year. Ahead of the album’s release, she has shared title track ‘Fall Forward’. Interweaving whirring layers of sound, it combines glitchy electronics with Frawley’s distinctive poignant lyric storytelling and propulsive drum beats. Building with a searing sense of urgency to a glistening cacophony, it showcases Frawley’s ability to create innovative kaleidoscopes of sound. Fall Forward, the upcoming album, will be released on 7th March, and is co-produced by Frawley and Kat Frankie. Eilis Frawley will also be over in the UK for some live dates with her band next May – keep your eyes peeled! (ML)

M(h)aol – ‘Snare’
“‘Snare’ is about countless conversations I’ve had since my first drum lesson on my ninth birthday about how bizarre it is that I play that instrument, or how I should be doing it differently,” explains M(h)aol’s lead vocalist and drummer Constance Keane. “The idea of society gendering an inanimate object like a drum kit, when it’s something that brings me so much joy and release, has always frustrated me hugely, and I thought it was time to sing about it.” I’ve been a big fan of Irish post-punks M(h)aol since they released their debut single ‘Laundries’ back in 2020, and despite recent lineup changes, it’s great to see that the band have lost none of their momentum. ‘Snare’ is another potent anthem about autonomy and empowerment, delivered with the band’s trademark visceral grit. (KC)

Glixen – ‘Lick The Star’
I’ve loved everything that Phoenix shoegazers Glixen have released this year. Taken from their upcoming EP, Quiet Pleasures, which is set for release on 21st February 2025, their latest single ‘Lick The Star’ smoulders with longing, building from it’s gentle atmospheric intro into a potent wall of sound. (KC)

Brutus – ‘Paradise’
Belgian heavy trio Brutus are back with this majestic new track ‘Paradise’. Originally written for the Streamz Original drama series Putain, it’s full of the band’s trademark heavy riffs and drummer Stefanie Mannaerts’ impressive vocals. (KC)

Disarme – ‘Change’
I love this bittersweet debut single from Franco-Malagasy artist Disarme. Driven by a palpable but sublime sense of melancholy, ‘Change’ is inspired by the loneliness and disillusionment that can come from living in fast-paced, expensive city environments. Through her gentle vocals and evocative guitar riffs, Disarme attempts to soothe these pangs of anxiety. (KC)

Claire Pitt Wigmore – ‘Cerebellum’
Creating swirling slices of psychedelia, Margate musician Claire Pitt Wigmore and her band have recently shared new a EP. With lyrics reflecting on Claire’s experience of cancer and the treatment that follow, it fuses together elements of psych, shoegaze and jazz, it offers a stirring exploration of facing this immensely challenging experience at such a young age. Title track ‘Cerebellum’ fizzes with whirring hooks alongside Claire’s emotion-strewn vocals; an immersive introduction to what this new Kent band are capable of creating. (ML)

Janita – ‘Real Deal’
Inspired by two of her favorite films – The 400 Blows and Butch Cassidy and The Sundance Kid – this pop rock track from Finland-born artist Janita celebrates the joy of rebellion. It’s taken from her upcoming album, Mad Equation, which is set for release in May 2025. (KC)

Gay Skeleton Club – ‘W3t L3g’
London based queer DIY band Gay Skeleton Club formed at First Timers Fest last year and have been total faves of mine since they played live for us at Matchstick Piehouse in December. I just love their fizzing pop-punk sounds and quirky, tongue-in-cheek energy, and this track about the the infamous band that everyone seems to love to hate really is a total bop. It’s taken from the band’s new 7 track demos EP, and showcases the band’s raging, fun-filled spirit. I cannot wait to have them play for us again soon. (ML)

Roller Derby – ‘Emily’s Dance’
Hamburg dream-pop duo Roller Derby recently announced the exciting news that they will be releasing their debut album in February next year and have now shared the fourth single to be taken from it. Reflecting on the juxtaposed feelings of powerlessness and fascination in the face of the universe, ‘Emily’s Dance’ interweaves atmospheric dream-pop with shades of ‘80s synth-pop, creating a swirling, mystical soundscape. This new single is accompanied by beautifully animated video, perfectly encapsulating the essence of the track – have a watch here. When The Night Comes, the debut album from Roller Derby, is set for release on 28th February, and the band will be over in the UK for a little run of dates in May – nab tickets here. (ML)

Joni – ‘Avalanches’
Having toured with the likes of Laura Viers and Aqualung and written for many of the biggest names in pop, London-based American artist Joni has now shared her brand new single. Oozing a glistening emotion, ‘Avalanches’ offers a poignant reflection on the duality of love and heartbreak, as it flows with lilting melodies and heartfelt- sugar-sweet vocals. (ML)

All Cats Are Beautiful – ‘livin a life on splitscreen’
In 2021 London based duo All Cats Are Beautiful released their gorgeous mini album, The Things We Made. However, playing gigs and writing new songs then fell to the back burner when Ky from the band’s partner of ten years suddenly tragically passed away that same year. Now, three years on, Ky and Elena finally feel ready to share new music with EP, Just Kids; a heart achingly beautiful reflection on love and loss. The opening track from the collection, ‘living a life on splitscreen’ oozes a swirling emotion-rich splendour. As delicate electronic hooks and a twinkling rippling energy provide the backdrop for the vulnerability and raw emotion of its nostalgic reflective lyricism, it offers glistening shades of hope as it reflects on a roadtrip across LA that Ky took with their partner a year before the tragedy occurred. The rest of the EP delves into stark reflections on the pain that comes with losing someone you love intensely; as the band so perfectly put it: “grief is just love with no place to go”. Thank you to Ky and Elena for sharing such a beautifully cathartic and honest collection with us. (ML)

Dirt Flirt – ‘Dramatic’
The solo project of London-based multi-instrumentalist Kit Eaton-Kent, Dirt Flirt reflects on queer identity, playfully combining introspective lyrics with glitchy beats and a playful energy. Exploring the complexities of being your own worst enemy, new single ‘Dramatic’ showcases her rich emotive vocals with a swirling empowering energy, creating an instantly catchy slice of alt-pop. (ML)

Cults – ‘Onions’
New York duo Cults have just rounded up their EU & UK tour, in celebration of their most recent album, To The Ghosts. This track ‘Onions’ features on the record, fizzing with its playful synths and Madeline Follin’s honeyed vocals. (KC)

paun – ‘counterintelligence’
‘counterintelligence’ is the latest single from Berlin-based, non-binary electronic artist paun. They lean into “grimey, futuristic and IDM-inspired” territory here, with their elastic synths and twitchy beats. paun is currently working on a new EP, which will be released in the near future, so keep your eyes peeled for that. (KC)

Birthday Problem ft. Molly O’Mahony – ‘The Language Of War’
Another eclectic creation from Irish collaborative electronica project Birthday Problem here. Formed of Matt Harris and Rocky O’Reilly, ‘The Language Of War’ is their seventh single, featuring songwriter Molly O’Mahony. Her vocals float over sci-fi synth textures and twitchy beats, creating a commanding soundscape inspired by the paradoxical nature of war. (KC)

afromerm – ‘reciprocity’
This track from London-based artist and GIHE favourite afromerm is about the duality of balancing our inner and relational worlds; getting lost in thoughts, versus present, reciprocal care with those we love – a powerful concept that she treats with such grace and gentility. ‘reciprocity’ will feature on her debut three track EP, which is set for release in the near future. I love everything that afromerm creates and I can’t wait to hear more. (KC)

Elsa Hewitt – ‘White Mirror’
Another exquisite electronic soundscape from GIHE fave Elsa Hewitt, lifted from her upcoming album, Dominant Heartstrings. Elsa also released an album called Chaos Emeralds earlier this year, which is one of my favourite records of 2024. (KC)

Kathryn Mohr – ‘Driven’
The music of Oakland-based artist Kathryn Mohr is new to my ears, but I was instantly captivated by her otherworldly sound. This track ‘Driven’ is taken from her upcoming album, Waiting Room, which is set for release on 24th January 2025 via The Flenser. Mohr wrote and recorded the LP over the course of a month, within the walls of a disused fish factory in Iceland and surrounded by remote nature. The result is an intense rumination on the human condition, tethered together through her veiled vocals, field recordings and affecting instrumentation. (KC)

Penelope Trappes – ‘Sleep’
Newly signed to One Little Independent Records, I love this gloomy rumination from Brighton-based, Australian-born artist Penelope Trappes. Taken from her upcoming album, A Requiem, which is set for release on 4th April 2025, ‘Sleep’ is a reflection on the sublime power of nightmares and night terrors, with her haunting voice guiding listeners through her heavy atmospheric instrumentation. When I bumped into Penelope at Supersonic Festival in September earlier this year, she told me that she would be releasing this track and that the marvellous Maxine Peake and Kate Dickie would be starring in the accompanying video, directed by the excellent Agnes Haus. Watch it here. (KC)

MAUD THE MOTH – ‘Siphonophores’
Spanish-born, Scotland-based multi-instrumentalist Amaya Lopez-Carromero aka MAUD THE MOTH has shared this new single, alongside the announcement of her new album, The Distaff. Set for release on 21st February 2025, the LP is an “ethereal but violent” amalgamation of autobiographical experiences, folklore and Greek myth and poetry. ‘Siphonophores’ offers listeners a haunting insight into what they can expect from the record, filled with eerie keys, dramatic volume shifts and diaphanous vocals. Watch the captivating music video for it here. (KC)

Sharon Van Etten – ‘Afterlife’
Marking a new era with her band, long term favourite Sharon Van Etten has now announced the release of a new album, accompanying the news with an exquisite new single; an exciting taster of her new sound. Soaring with Van Etten’s distinctive rich, sumptuous vocals, ‘Afterlife’ builds with a celestial splendour to a soaring heartfelt anthem, tinged with shades of ‘80s Bruce Springsteen, whilst maintaining her own unique glistening raw emotion and innovative musicality. Sharon Van Etten & The Attachment Theory, The first album to be written and recorded in total collaboration with her band, is due out on 7th February via Jagjaguwar. (ML)

Julien Baker & Calvin Lauber ft. Soak, Quinn Christopherson – ‘Get Me Away From Here, I’m Dying’
After a few years of Julien Baker being one of my most listened-to artists, constantly seeking catharsis in the exquisite raw emotion and resonant reflections of her offerings, it was such a joy to finally see her live at one her five dates at Earth last week. And with beautiful support from Katie Malco and Soak, it really was an evening of (very emotional) dreams. I was there alone, in amongst a lot of teenagers and their parents, my heart gently shattering and tears falling down my silly 38 year old face throughout. For more eloquent words about the gig, a full review will be coming up on the website in the next couple of days. (ML)

Horsegirl – ‘2468’
With their second album due out in February next year, Chicago best-friend trio Horsegirl have now shared new single ‘2468’. Propelled by a jangly, playful energy, it showcases the band’s ability to interweave off-kilter sounds and influences into a perfectly scuzzy, musically rich taster of what’s to come on the upcoming LP. Phonetics, the new album from Horsegirl, is produced by Cate Le Bon and is set for release on 14th February next year. (ML)

Naima Adams – ‘Stay’
Described as “dub-fused percussive soul collision,” ‘Stay’ is the second single from South London-based artist Naima Adams. Her honeyed vocals and eclectic instrumentation fuse seamlessly together as she explores the difficulties of finding connection in everyday existence in the city. (KC)

Sunflower Thieves – ‘Same Blood’
This is the title track from Leeds alt-folk duo Sunflower Thieves latest EP, which is inspired by the strength of female friendship. Across five songs, the duo capture the shifts and nuances of long-term connections, shared experiences and growing pains, all underscored by their soft acoustic guitars and gentle vocals. (KC)

Aisha Badru – ‘In The Making’
Set to release her new album tomorrow (Nov 29th), Nigerian-American artist Aisha Badru offers beautifully stirring reflections on our life’s journey towards healing with a blissful charm and delicate effervescent grace. We recently caught up with Aisha about the album and her inspirations behind it, keep your eyes peeled for the interview over the next few days! The Sun Still Rises, the upcoming new album from Aisha Badru is set for release via Nettwerk. (ML)

May Payne – ‘Something Else’
Having received acclaim from Chris Hawkins on BBC 6 Music, and set to perform at the Royal Albert Hall tonight (28th Nov), young queer artist May Payne has been gradually garnering a large fan base since the age of 15 when they first started creating music while growing up in rural Dorset. With a delicate folk-strewn musicality, ‘Something Else’ showcases the rich sparkling grace of Payne’s exquisite emotion-rich vocals. It’s taken from recent EP release, High Demand. (ML)

Lauren Manning – ‘Melatonin’
For the past four years, South African born, London-based songwriter Lauren Manning has been working on her debut album. Set for release on 7th December, Four Walls blends all of her eclectic musical stylings together – indie, soul and jazz – and showcases her impressive vocal range. This single ‘Melatonin’ is lifted from the record, on which Lauren meanders through the restless thoughts that keep her awake at night. Lauren will be playing a headline gig in Peckham on 7th December to celebrate the release of Four Walls. Tickets and event details here. (KC)

Rattle – ‘Your Move’
Immense drumming duo Rattle first came to my attention when I saw them supporting The Julie Ruin at Koko in 2016, but since then they have released two albums and shared stages with other legends like Animal Collective and Thurston Moore. A spellbinding insight into rhythm and metre, new single ‘Your Move’ will immerse you in its mystical allure and tribal energy on first listen of each of its epic 15 minutes. Of the track, the band reflect: “The words Your Move might be about moving in an embodied way or freedom/movement/expression, but they are also an emboldening call to action…” (ML)

Bouche – ‘The King’
consistently centring queer, femme and other under-represented artists and DJs – Bouche has now shared a soulful new single. “The last song I’ll ever write about being disappointed or hurt by a man”, ‘The King’ offers an intimate reflection on relationships with a stripped-back jazz-tinged musicality and their soaring power of their pristine vocals. ‘The King’ is accompanied by a beautiful video, made in collaboration with Deniz Kavalali and incorporating elements of drag – Bouche makes their own drag beards out of their own hair! – an empowering ode to queer catharsis. (ML)

Emily Burns – ‘Die Happy’
This is the title track from British singer-songwriter Emily Burns’ debut album. Across twelve tracks, her confessional songwriting blossoms into an emotional catharsis for the artist, with ‘Die Happy’ showcasing her ability to create affecting indie pop anthems. (KC)

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Five Favourites: Fightmilk


We make no secret of our super fandom of Fightmilk here at Get In Her Ears. We’ve been following them since they first played live for us back in 2018, and now – after having had the honour of them headlining many more of our gigs, and being obsessed with their albums Not With That Attitude and Contender, our fandom has only continued to grow with the recent release of their new album No Souvenirs. Reflecting on themes of getting older, particularly as a woman in music, the album exquisitely showcases Fightmilk’s ability to hone their sound, creating perfect punk-pop; angsty and uplifting in equal measure. Instantly catchy singalong anthems, combining the band’s trademark tongue-in-cheek wit with a swirling energy and gritty raw emotion. From fuzzy sentimentality to fierce tirades against patriarchal society, No Souvenirs is a perfect culmination of how Fightmilk have continued to refine their sound. With shades of noughties punk-pop, combined with an injection of fresh queer joy and raging emotion, it’s at once cathartic, validating and empowering. But, most importantly, fun. A sound that’s uniquely Fightmilk; truly distinctive in its colourful charisma, but consistently evolving into something more. 

We think one of the best ways to get to know a band is by asking what music inspires them. So, following the release of No Souvenirs, we caught up with Lily, Nick, Alex and Healey to find out about the five albums that inspired the writing of the new album the most. Read about their five favourites, listen to the No Souvenirs on repeat, get tickets to see them live and watch the wonderfully DIY new video for latest single ‘Yearning and Pining‘ below:

Band pick:

Jimmy Eat World – Bleed American
We all collectively, coincidentally, fell back in love with this album HARD at around the same time. It’s such a perfect cocktail of anger, positivity, self-reflection and FUN. It’s obviously also catchy as hell. The timing of our obsession coincided with Lily sending us a demo of the song ‘No Souvenirs’, which we definitely made a conscious effort of melding into something that could sit alongside those J.E.W songs. By the time we’d recorded the title track, we even learned ‘A Praise Chorus’ for a couple of shows in 2023, though damned if we can remember how to play it now.

Lily:

Olivia Rodrigo – Sour / GUTS
My name is Lily and I’m a sucker for a Gen-Z Disney star. Olivia Rodrigo’s songwriting is phenomenal. She is so self-aware, so funny, and so brutally (ha) honest – a lot of comparable artists who write music on themes of anxiety and awkwardness feel focus-grouped to death by people who haven’t been teenagers for a long time, or they bottle a feeling at the last minute and turn it into self-deprecation, but her songs feel like they’ve come straight from her diary. Lines like “I hope you’re happy, but don’t be happier” are such an economical, Ronseal way of articulating such a big, messy feeling – it’s such a skill to reduce all those complex emotions into one line. It’s very much the Kirsty MacColl/Alanis Morrissette school of ‘stuff I wish I’d said’. Sour was my big album for No Souvenirs, but I’m so glad we got GUTS halfway through recording too. I wrote ‘Summer Bodies’ before I’d heard ‘Pretty Isn’t Pretty’, which is one of my favourite songs on GUTS, and felt so much that it was written with the same exhaustion. I felt very seen: “I could change up my body and change up my face/I could try every lipstick in every shade”. I also love that during a time where guitar music is incredibly uncool, Olivia Rodrigo has released two big grungy rock albums. We have so much in common…


Nick:

Press Club – Late Teens
I absolutely love everything about this album. The aggression, speed & ferocity of it; the blown out vocals and the sparing way it was recorded, which is really no frills and designed to capture the rawness of a live show (I read somewhere that Nat does her vocals in the booth DURING the instrument takes, which is insane to me), and of course Frank’s drumming, which is fast and nuanced without being overtly flashy. There’s always a danger in this genre that you’re going to over-complicate stuff and have one instrument’s role overshadow the others, but the balance is right on this, and it was a wake up call to keep things simple – both in terms of our individual roles, and production, with No Souvenirs.


Alex:

Eiko Ishibashi – Drive My Car (Original Soundtrack)
The words and music on No Souvenirs are as accurate as you can get to the constant screaming static in our heads, as the four of us left the lockdown era, and tried to remember how to exist in the world, let alone be a band again. In the face of that chaos, the delicate arrangements and kinetic calm of Eiko Ishibashi’s Drive My Car score were my actual soundtrack to the period – a 45 minute gap in time where I could shut out the outside world and pretend it wasn’t going to come roaring back at me once the album finished. If you can’t hear that influence on our record, fair enough! But I’d be lying if I said it didn’t find a way in there somewhere.


Healey:

Lucy Dacus – Home Video
The early summer of 2021 was a super strange time, we were coming out of lockdown and all COVID restrictions were being removed but everything still felt scary and weird. Like Lucy Dacus we’d just put out an album, but we had no way of touring it yet and had sat on the songs for longer than expected. I went for lots of contemplative walks by myself round Peckham and I’d mainly just listen to Home Video and voice note demos Lily had sent to the band group chat. I got obsessed with this one early demo called ‘Swimming Pool’ – it’s a quiet song with just an acoustic guitar and double tracked vocals. It’s sparse, vulnerable and reflective. It caused the same gut reaction I get when I listen to Dacus’ music, a homesick nostalgic pang mixed with a dose of teenage embarrassment. While the title and some of its lyrics have changed, the core emotion is still there and I think Home Video was a huge influence on letting that track gently build to an eruption of fireworks at the end.


Massive thanks to Lily, Nick, Alex and Healey for sharing their favourite album choices with us! Watch the gloriously DIY video for ‘Yearning and Pining’ here:


No Souvenirs, the new album from Fightmilk, is out now via Fika Recordings and INH Records. They’re currently out on tour – very limited tickets left, but you may be able to find some here.

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LIVE: Kae Tempest – Pitchfork Festival, KOKO Camden (05.11.2024)

Whilst other people were out in the cold watching explosions in the sky, on the evening of Tuesday 5th November I was lucky enough to be inside the warmth of legendary Camden venue KOKO having my mind blown and my heart set alight by the incredible Kae Tempest, who delivered a performance that was brighter and more powerful than any firework. 

A night of live music forming part of London’s Pitchfork Music Festival, I arrive in time to catch an uplifting set from Sam Morton. Oozing a soulful ethereal splendour, the actress-turned-musician delivers stirring genre-defying soundscapes, fusing together elements of jazz, reggae and electro, each rippling with a glitchy immersive allure.

Sharing that the last time they were here was fifteen years ago on their dad’s 60th birthday, Kae Tempest takes to the stage and instantly I sense a shift in their presence, a change from the other times I’ve seen them live over the years; a subtle, genuine joy and sense of ease emanates. And, before they have even said any more, it’s clear how much it means to them to be able to be here, to be able to be truly themselves, and share that with us. “This feels really special”, they say before they give a short introduction to the set, explaining that they’re going to be performing songs from the last ten years, and not be talking between songs “because that cringes me out.” Beaming as the crowd laughs and cheers, Tempest seems to be soaking up every moment: “Nothing stays still, it’s always in transition. But I still have the same feeling in my heart to connect.” And so begins 75 of the most fiercely moving, cathartic and joyous minutes; every single second pulsating with resonance and pride.  

Kicking off with ‘Tunnel Vision’, the closing track from 2016’s Let Them Eat Chaos, Tempest immediately casts their immersive spell over a completely captivated audience; the poignant and stirring social commentary of their poetic lyricism hitting more profoundly than ever before. As the glitchy energy of The Line Is A Curve’s ‘Salt Coast’ is accompanied by glistening visuals, it’s hard not to fall into a strangely comforting hypnotic state, transfixed by the sparkling resonance of the subtle emotive power rippling from the stage, which is only further amplified by the fierce joy that radiates throughout 2023’s ‘Love Harder’ – “… Correcting my pronouns to they/them, but he/him is also pretty fucking cool!” 

This powerful euphoria fizzes throughout the whole performance; the immense cathartic sense of relief Tempest feels at being able to be themselves and the resulting heightened confidence is so wonderfully evident, and the happiness they feel resonates into the crowd, creating a unified queer joy and empowering sense of hope. 

Flowing through a couple more tracks from their 2022 album, Kae Tempest’s glaringly honest and completely relevant social commentary is showcased with heartwarming clarity as the prowess of their band provides a beautifully enchanting musical backdrop for their stirring narratives. Then, following the sparkling romanticism and raw emotion of 2019’s ‘Firesmoke’, we’re lucky enough to be treated to two brand new songs. With one song featuring a recording of Tempest at 17, and another with an all-too poignant refrain – “… They used to tell their children not to stare, but when I’m dead they’ll put my statue in the square…”  – a stark awareness of the injustices of society and the struggles that they have dealt with throughout their life simmers under the surface of their fierce empowering energy and gloriously discernible love for themselves. 

And I feel honoured to be here, to be sharing this experience with Kae Tempest; for them to feel able to be so open and honest with us. Going on to explain how they have always had a complex relationship with the stage, and how they used to feel deeply uncomfortable, it really is wonderful to hear that it doesn’t feel like that anymore. To see it too; the exuberant, blissful trans joy that shimmers without hesitation. 

Tempest closes the set with ‘People’s Faces’. A track I’ve seen live many times before, its hopeful celebration of the happiness and comfort that can be found in others has brought me to tears every time, but it seems more exquisitely on-point than ever tonight; the line “there is so much peace to be found in people’s faces” striking with a new-found optimism, as there really does seem to have been such a warm sense of peace emanating from Kae’s face throughout the whole performance. 

Despite assuring us that they think that “false exits are manipulative”, Tempest returns for a little encore, much to the ecstatic relief of the crowd. After a moment of vulnerable reflection sharing their poem ‘Hold Your Own’, they leave us with the uplifting message “If you take away one feeling from tonight, let it be delight”, urging us to focus on the ways that we’re all connected. And that is certainly what I come away feeling; a sheer sense of delight at the joy I have witnessed. An empowering and unifying queer energy and subtle sense of hope that through coming together as a community we can find happiness and strength. Thank you Kae Tempest for sharing your journey with us; for being you, and for giving us this hope that is so needed right now. 

Mari Lane / @mari_getinherears

Photo Credit: Kimberley Ross

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