Author: Kate Crudgington

Using her music to break the cycles of self-doubt and anxiety, Norwegian songwriter and producer Jouska creates shape-shifting alt-pop with deep emotional resonance. Her latest album, How Did I Wind Up Here?, is a thoughtful extrapolation of grief, distance and time; showcasing her ability to move through heavy emotions with impressive charm and grace.

We think one of the best ways to get to know an artist is by asking what music inspired them to write in the first place. We caught up with Jouska to ask about her “Five Favourites” – and she picked five albums by an eclectic range of artists who have inspired her songwriting techniques.

Check out her choices below and scroll down to watch the official lyric video for Jouska’s tentative single ‘California’ too…

1. The Books – Lost and Safe
I discovered this album when I was around sixteen, and listening to it now immediately takes me back to high school. I would listen when I was heartbroken, when I felt alien and alone, and I used to dream about leaving the small town in Norway I was from, about going to New York or somewhere far away. It kind of feels like the soundtrack to a version of myself I don’t really remember clearly anymore, but still feel connected to. It’s full of imperfections and warmth and I love the little details, the humour and the sadness underneath. It has this strange calmness to it, even when it’s chaotic. It was a big inspiration for me long before I even started producing my own songs, and their use of sampling, spoken word and cello has always been especially inspiring for my own music.

2. Bon Iver – Bon Iver
I first heard this album in high school. I would sit in class with my headphones on, zoning out, trying not to cry. It was the first time I heard something that sounded so big yet so fragile. Everything about it felt like winter. I think that’s why it resonated so much with me at the time. I was so fragile myself, so unsure of who I was or what I wanted. This album held me through some rough years when I was trying to find myself and also through a horrible teenage heartbreak. Even now, when I listen to the Bon Iver album, I get that same knot in my stomach. It’s like an old memory that never fades. It still feels like something to return to when I don’t know where else to go.

3. The Radio Dept. – Pet Grief
I started listening to The Radio Dept. in high school, mostly songs from Clinging to a Scheme, but Pet Grief became really important to me later on. For the last few years, it’s been one of those albums I keep coming back to. There’s something about its world that feels endless. Everything sounds soft, distant, and nostalgic, like it’s covered in a thin layer of fog. It’s been a huge inspiration on my album. It’s melancholic but comforting. I love the vocals and how they’re processed – that hazy, detached sound that somehow makes everything feel even more emotional. They’re Swedish and I’m Norwegian, and somehow it feels like we’re connected in a way, like the same kind of melancholy runs through the songs and through where we’re from, haha! There’s something familiar about it that I can’t really explain, but I always feel at home when I listen.

4. ML Buch – Suntub
I discovered Suntub last year, and it completely blew me away. It’s rare for me, as an adult, to find something that makes me feel the way music did when I was a teenager. ML Buch’s songwriting and guitar playing is intricate,and the sound is just otherworldly. This album reminded me what it feels like to be obsessed with music again. Every time I listen, I notice something new: a texture, a chord change, a detail I missed. It’s so fluid and detailed, like a dream world that keeps shifting. It gave me a sense of creative hunger I hadn’t felt in a long time. It’s one of those albums that just makes me want to go home and make more music.

5. Jenny Hval – Blood Bitch
In 2020, when I was struggling a lot, this album became my soundtrack. I would walk around in the Norwegian winter, completely wrapped up in it, feeling sorry for myself. Blood Bitch is dark, mysterious and ethereal; it feels like being inside a dream that’s both beautiful and unsettling. Seeing her perform this album live was one of those moments I’ll never forget. I remember standing there, completely stunned. I love how she mixes the personal and the abstract, how she makes something so strange feel so familiar. At the time, I think I needed something that matched the chaos in my head. This album did that – it was sad but also comforting. It made me feel seen in a weird, indirect way.

Thanks to Jouska for sharing her favourites with us!
Watch the lyric video for her track ‘California’ below.

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Photo Credit: Hans Olav Settem