Having just released her new album, Fatal Optimist (ANTI_), Nashville-based songwriter Madi Diaz continues to build on her reputation for chronicling heartache with a stripped-back lyrical honesty, endearing vulnerability and beautifully lush musicality. Reflecting on the rage, embarrassment and grief that comes with the ending of a relationship, the album showcases Diaz’s rich, resonant vocals which glisten throughout with a deep, raw emotion and shimmering heartfelt splendour.
We think one of the best ways to get to know an artist is by asking what music inspires them. So, to celebrate the release of Fatal Optimist, we caught up with Madi Diaz to ask about the music that has inspired her the most. Read about her five favourite songs, and make sure you check out the album and watch the new video for album track ‘Why’d You Have To Bring Me Flowers‘ at the end of the article.
I’m going to use this moment to talk about five songs I wish I had written. These are the songs that are currently haunting me. I feel like they touch on the very same thoughts I touched on or ideas I’ve even tried to write out, but haven’t come as close as these songs totally nailing it for me. I bow to these songs.
Stephen Wilson Jr – ‘Grief Is Only Love’
My friend Stephen Wilson Jr has a way of singing these deep profound soul truths in a way that feels like he is a feelings chemist explaining why your chemicals are making you feel the way you do. What the chemistry of your heart is doing to balance itself. ‘Grief Is Only Love’ just resolves a confusion of an indescribable pain in this way that I feel like I can understand myself a little better, and can be a little kinder to myself when I’m hurting over something or someone. It’s such a gift of forgiveness by way of listening to a song.
Sabrina Carpenter – ‘Lie To Girls’
I’ve gotten close enough to writing this song. I’ve gotten as close as to say something like “you don’t even have to lie to me, I’ll just do it” but my GOD they just said it better. They walk you all the way there. The chorus stands alone so simply and plainly in one single line that it feels like a slap in the face. It’s also a feeling that I have felt so loudly so often that when I heard this song for the first time I almost had to pull my car, because it was so affirming that it shook me.
SZA – ‘I Hate U’
It’s gotta be so fun to be so mad that you can just write it exactly as directly as you feel it. I hate you. I mean, the woman that she is. SZA’s writing feels like the full force of nature. It’s hard for me to pick one song off of this record that I wish I wrote because just all of SOS is such a deep dive into detail in a way that is just such a gift to the listener. It’s brutal and it’s self aware. It’s apologetic and empathetic as it is ruthless. SZA does this thing where she walks a line of bravado and poise. It’s just as visceral of a story telling as watching a movie is. Down to the hotel room to the brand of cologne but with such original word combinations describing things in ways that is so singular to her in that moment. A true capture of a place and time and feeling and memory. It’s like we are in her inner monologue with her working out a situation and dialogue in real time.
Julia Michaels – ‘Worst In Me’
Julia Michaels injects cotton candy crack into her songs. She has these phrasings paired with melodies and vocal flippy jumpy acrobatics that are just so emotionally jarring that sometimes I find myself completely holding my breath. I can remember the first time I heard this song. I was driving back to my then partner’s house on the 134 in Los Angeles at night time and I just kept hitting repeat until I pulled into the driveway. And then I sat in the driveway just letting the lyrics wash over and over and over me in waves. Julia is just such a risk taker in her songwriting in a way that makes me feel like anything is possible. This song is again so simple in idea but speaking so directly to a moment where your worst moment and someone else’s worst moment continue a vicious cycle that is so difficult to break. You can feel how endlessly intoxicating the dance is here – the love is big enough to get back on the ride and think it’ll end different.
Feist – ‘Love Who We Are Meant To’
This song is plain incredible. Coming to terms with love like this is so generous an offering. It feels as naked and romantic as it does severe and cutting and plain. There is an intentional wandering of the mind and a sort of grasping for logic as to why hearts do what they do, why we want what we want, why we have to decide to create and draw lessons from our experiences. Feist has a way of always comforting me in her wisdom and melodies, and I just love getting to understand the workings of the world through her lens.
Huge thanks to Madi Diaz for sharing her Five Favourites! Make sure you give Fatal Optimist a listen as soon as possible, and in the meantime watch the new video for beautiful album track ‘Why’d You Have To Bring Me Flowers’ below:
Get In Her Ears 